Most guys don’t want a girl who is lots of work and would rather have a plain jane butterface like me [26F] who they can hang with and casually fuck or get a blowjob.

Everyone knows a girl like me. Sorta cute, nice tits, who wears an oversized hoody to hide her body, a big smile that flashes her big teeth and gums, an obvious sign of a girl who had braces in highschool, either acne or some other kind of facial blemish.

Ok, maybe I am being harsh by saying I am ugly but I’ve always been the quiet insecure girl. In college I was the girl that guys would always be willing to hang out with because they knew I was insecure and quiet and that I would give in to their pestering for a no strings blowjob or low key fuck. I’ve heard guys whisper behind my back how they considered me a doggy-style girl they’d fuck from behind but not look me in the face during sex. I guess what I am trying to say is that I am slowly coming to terms with the fact I am a plain girl and butterface.

I know I am not the prettiest girl and some men have told me they’d rather be sucked by an average girl like me than a supermodel because it makes them feel less insecure or feel like they have to perform and live up to the expectations a gorgeous girl who has her pick of men tends to place them under. I love to suck a cock as the guy tells me all the things he finds unattractive about me as he smacks his cock against my face and I blow him…. it is so emotionally intense, kind of like a hybrid of a roast and a blowjob. The first time this happened was back in college when a drunk guy told me “You suck good for an ugly girl.” It fucked with me mentally and made me suck him even harder.

To be honest, having a guy tell me he I am not that pretty but he still wants me is a huge self esteem boost and turn on. I am my own worst critic and well aware of my flaws and insecurities, so having a guy acknowledge those things and tell me something like “You arent the prettiest but I want to slap my cock on your face and watch you going down on me” makes me melt because I know he isnt lying to me and acknowledges the things I am insecure about in a way that turns them into positives. I like knowing that he has the option to be with more attractive women, but for just this moment in my life, I am the one who won out against the hot chick.